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Hi my name is Jenny,
I'd like to share a little about myself and how this
group got started.I was a closet cross dresser over 30 years always feeling shame about my desire to express myself as a woman. I've always been in great shape physically
and in my search I found that within my body I could dress nice as a man as I did everyday, but I found that my body cold also take on the shape of a woman very nicely.
In 1996, I became actively involved in a full time relationship with a beautiful transsexual in Hollywood. I pretended to be the man in the relationship on the streets, but I clearly became the woman in the sheets. At first everything seemed to be going so quickly that I was confused. But the fact was clear that I loved being the female bottom. Sometimes I would act out and say things like, "Enough is enough, I'm the man here", but that was just talk and the second my beautiful queen would undress me and show me her male component would lay down on my back and lift my legs high with everything inside me wanting her to make love to me.
We were together for two years and everyday I watched her dress into a woman and tuck that penis to become invisible. I ask hundreds of questions like why dress like a woman but fuck me like a man. I never could and never have really got the answer to my questions.
Basically, she noticed that I wanted to dress indoors, but she did not want that. Cross dressing was something I liked doing even as a young boy wearing my mother's bras and panties. After that relationship was over I dressed almost everyday as a woman but never went outdoors until finally New Years Eve 2007 I came full circle and dressed in public.
It was wonderful, people talked to me as a woman. Guys, other TS's, even woman seemed interested in me. A couple men wanted me for sex. But all in all I was feeling free and loving it.
Not everything has been rosy. I'm always having problems with make up, clothes, & being out in day light. People just don't really except me. Only at night when I dress like a pure slut/whore and walk streets of Hollywood do people look at me as a possible female, but that's when I feel like a total woman. I would like to be a Ts 24/7 not
just in the night looking and feeling as a female 12/7. Can anyone understand what I'm going through and rescue me from this circle of crazy laughs and looks that hurt my feelings.
Luv, Jenny
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