I don't know what I don't know. I haven't had kinky partners in years and am looking to explore more about myself. I want to find if my curiosities are things I will enjoy.
I am transfeminine, but have bean leaning into non-binary lately. I feel some latent guilt at my own transition. I put on a confident face and embrace my presentation as it is in the moment, but I would like to go deeper into femininity.
I am a switch, but so far my partners have either been VERY vanilla, or submissive. So I want to explore my own submissive side. As I wrote at the beginning, I don't know and I want to find out.
Some ideas/scenarios I would like to explore:
Sissy maid serving dinner to my Mistress and some girlfriends.
Girly slumber party
Enforced femininity. pushing me further in my transition
Some time under the control and care of an experienced mistress just exploring. Under her guidance I would like to have her explore taking me through her interests in a safe environment.
I am not excited by humiliation or cuckolding, but could be open to these and other kinks if I feel comfortable with the person. I am not interested in men or male genitals. Strapons and sapphic sex toys on the other hand I am very interested in.
I like the idea of a monogamous LTR, but I am also open and should probably start this journey without a relationship as a goal so I can learn first.
So what do you think? I promise to behave, and can't wait to be your good girl.
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My Ideal Person:
A dominant or switch woman. Someone who has had some experience, and knows how to treat a learning sub. I am open to someone seeking a relationship, but am looking to learn and try first.
You are a safety first minded dom, wanting to take control of a femme trans person. You want someone who will serve you as instructed and are open to discussion along the way. You have a nurturing side and are also firm handed when needed. You are honest and aren't shy about letting it be known if things are going well or poorly in our experiences together.
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