I am seeking a kind and open-minded woman interested in being in a BDSM-type relationship as a submissive or slave. The relationship would need to begin in a normal vanilla manner and would not exclude possible romance on all fronts. To be honest up front, I am seeking a volunteer to accept my dominance and sadism, which I have never, not once in my life, ever applied to someone else. In fact, without a willing volunteer, I won't be able to do it still.
Basically, I have a need and a very strong desire to dominate an attractive female who fully consents to me doing both. I am an intellectually intense role player, scene player, and erotic mind-fucker. But all of my prior experience I crafted and experienced for myself to address a lifelong masochism problem caused by sensory issues and an autism spectrum disorder. While I play a submissive role within BDSM scene many times to align with the receipt of pain, I am not submissive. I am not dominant in any mean or arrogant manner, but I always maintain control due to my autism and not having a choice.
I recently experienced a personal betrayal regarding my masochism and my long history that seems to have altered my neurological profile or something. I have used physical masochism to address sensory processing problems and psychological/emotional masochism through various extreme roleplays within the BDSM scene wherein the physical pain was combined.
However, I now feel much more inclined to take a dominant and sadistic role and combine it with a sexual or romantic relationship. My dominance would preferably be sexual and very sexual, along with various forms of bondage, psychological play, physical torture of the mainstream variety, i.e. spanking, nipples, forced orgasms, etc. I am pretty much also up for anything else adventure or companionship related. Shoot me a message if this strikes a cord!
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My Ideal Person:
A submissive or at least switch woman seeking a dominant man or master who seeks control and a woman who is kind and open-minded and open-hearted. Enjoying all forms of sex is preferred, especially oral both ways! A FWB master-slave type relationship.
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