Married, wanting to renew my need for submission, which ended before marriage a few years back. Initially betrayed by a man i chatted with online that i started to trust, who then blkmailed me into total submission to his will. A Master that controlled and trained me to obey him and break my limits to perform the dirtiest tasks he could imagine. Ordered to send him pictures and videos of my total submission, that my friends and family and fiance could never see, of me. When i was released just before my marriage it left a void, that marriage to my husband can't fill anymore. Now needing very discreet doms that understand my need, for this to happen to me again, to train humiliate and degrade me into their total control, for my body to respond to the dirtiest tasks ofr a new Master, again. Husband is older and doesn't have what it takes to own me, he doesn't know about my past or how i need it to happen, again. The humiliation of men from here contacting me, even when I'm with my husband, at the most humiliating times for me, and I have no choice but to reply and give them all what they want, again.
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